What a day to appreciate.

i will be attending "Baptist College of Florida." my parents think its the best solution for school. so thats where ill be going. im not to excited (only bc i have no choice) but it is probably the best school. i would like to do mission work somewhere when im finished with school. and then im going to be a teacher. so this school i think is really going to help. i dont know why i am always feeling isolated. i cant really tell if God is trying to show me something. but good things happened when i went to Doe River last summer not knowing anyone...i had the time of my life, and made new best friends.

sometimes it is so hard to just trust God. i know he knows best and he is sovereign but its hard. i want to be in his will. and i want him to be glorified. i guess i need to think that way all the time.